animeangelofseraphim

Seasons come and go but I'm running far away If I am with you forever, what matters if I stay? Love has come and gone but my soul forever lays Being with you, my life's dream, I will never let it fade My excitement precludes me Anguish nervousness eludes me As I wait for you here, I hope you excuse me Holding hands near some altar, praying for a new being Help me change perspectives Dull my seclusion, as I do my best to break from this illusion I hold your promise tightly Think about it nightly I await your return, my life shines brightly

In a distant dream I prayed for this In a far off wish Things went amiss Irreparable havoc makes today But tomorrow is here to stay Let me feel you here with me Bring me life I long to see Hold me as though I'm already gone Keep me soothed as soft as song Nights will come and daytimes pass Continuing to hold, these feelings last Missing pieces leave me here I can wait... No hurt, No fear Becoming detached is the only solution Internal growth, my mind's dissolution Focusing on dreams so far from now I lost my patience Alone and loud I shout For these thoughts They pierce my mind I cant let go No place, No time Yet sti

Sometimes it feels like the whole world is falling down around me. There's nothing wrong, no impending crisis. Sometimes I hate you- You argue too much, sleep too much, stray from me too much You're so imperfect it frustrates my whole being. I feel like you are the cause of all my anguish but then, i have to remind myself of the anguish I had before you. The anguish from fear of the unknown, the anguish from eternal loneliness, the anguish I have from not wanting to get close to anyone. I want you to disappear. I want to close my eyes and shut myself away from the world. I get those feelings still. Yet, somehow, I long for the embrace of a perfect shadow. I guess the only thing adulthood has changed is the wavelength life has put you and me on. Yours is completely different from mine. I feel like I can have a semblance of having things together for myself And then, I feel like I have a responsibility to get yours together too. A responsibility I really dont want or need, stress